take me out of hell...

Im looking for something that takes me out of hell...
Hell,is not where I live...
Hell is not what I see...
Hell is what I feel...

Im looking for someone strong enough to give me a hand...
Im looking for a sunrise with no sad colors...
Im looking a sunset that doesn't make me feel pain for the ending day...

Im looking for something normal...I'm just a regular person...looking for a regular life...

I dont know if its easier to be sad a few days...and then go back on your feet,or not to feel anything but one single,huge, pain...

"And so it is..." says that song... "Just like you said it would be..."
Life is playing to me the same trick I played to her...Iv been running away for so long, that now life just said: ok...so,Im running away from you now!!!

I felt life escaping from me a while ago...a cold breeze got me and I knew it...
Doomed to be a soulless thing...doomed to walk felling nothing but pain...nothing but pain...not even rage...not even love...not even envy...nothing...nothing but pain...
I can smile...yes I can...I can laugh...yes I can...but I cannot feel a smile...I cannot feel a laugh...

Surprise...surprise...Why the only two things that makes me feel something again, I cant have?
Maybe because I cant handle happiness...?
Maybe because I cant handle myself being happy...
Maybe because is not real happiness but a glimpse of some pathetic romantic, fantastic life I wish I have...

Im looking for something that takes me out of hell...
Hell,is not where I live...
Hell is not what I see...
Hell is what I feel...

Hell is feeling nothing...nothing but pain...